I have never felt like more of a failure than I do at this very moment. I can't bring myself to finish anything. Projects I have held so...

The need to be perfect is physically breaking me down. Piece by piece... bit by bit. My mind continues to try and whip my heart into...

What would you call a person who paid to get fucked? No, that isn’t the right word… paid for love? Hmm, that is too profound. Someone who...

Why can't I change? I'm sitting in a room, surrounded by people who tell me they love me all the time... But I don't believe them. With...

I've always thought I was a patient person. I am not. I've always thought I was an affectionate person. I am not. I've always wanted to...

I could feel my pulse rising as his voice went in and out through the phone. This has got to be a nightmare. Wake up Melody; wake up for...

I want to cry. In front of everyone so that they can see that I’m not okay. My mind has taken a sledgehammer to my knees and I can’t get...

He kissed me… Just like he usually kissed me. But something in the air was different. A yearning more powerful than it had ever been...

People make it seem like only one person can make you feel alive. Only your man is allowed to make you feel loved and appreciated. But I...

How will my Demon be fed without the proper sustenance? My hunger for intimacy deepens the longer it takes to tame the beast. They say...

They say that it's easy giving in to temptation. That the guilt is only temporary and will fade. That is absolute bullshit. I have done...

No one ever talked to me about Depression. It was only brought to my attention during doctors' visits. One face after another… smiling. I...

The bottle and I have become very close friends. But lately I’ve wanted it to help me more and more. Smash it over my head and use the...

I have become the thing that everyone stops and whispers about. Distasteful glances and hushed harsh words. Butterflies in my stomach......

I have accepted the fact that I am an emotional woman. If I had to describe it to someone who didn't quite understand, I would tell them...

I understand Eve's temptation as she picked the juiciest apple from the tree. Glistening from the precipitation kissing its red flesh. My...

Something has changed. A shift in the furniture of our lives. It moves. Every day. One centimeter... Three centimeters... And then seven...

Is small, but bigger than you all know. It's something that is asked often, but I Lie every time. A white Lie that grows a shade darker...

It catches me by surprise... Every. Single. Time. Starting out small and sending tingles throughout my body. The grasp... cold and rough....

I sat up late last night... Trembling from my tears. You have carved your initials in my heart. The pain has set in because your marks...